Mad

The question is, why, just why am I so mad?

I recently learnt that C is being neglected. AND I AM MAD AT THAT! HOW DARE HE NOT SHOWER HER WITH LOVE AND CONCERN AND ATTENTION ALL THE TIME?! GGGRRRRR!!!!

And he's going overseas for a month! Leaving her alone in Singapore. And it's not a one time thing! It's going to be an on-off thing for the foreseeable future. Gah, I hate his guts for doing something like that to her.

But what right do I have to be mad? What reason do I have to be mad? I still have feelings for C and haven't gotten over her.

Speak of the Devil, I'm writing a post about her and she sends me a Line message. My heart leaps for joy every time I get a message. :D

Anyway, I've said that I wouldn't tempt her or try to break up their relationship, and I shall keep to that promise. I can only get mad internally and not let her know about it. And I'm getting the feeling that she seems to be deliberately avoiding me.

Ah well. We shall have to see what comes of this.

P.S Things are not going well with FY, totally no feeling. I wonder if I'm just to hung up over C, but I highly doubt it. I can talk to the wee hours with C, nonstop, but I can't do that with FY. Going to abandon that one soon, though I feel that she's probably going to abandon me first.