Had another dream about her last night.
We basically met up to have the talk. She told me that she grew bored and has stopped loving me a long time ago. In fact she had dated my cousin and another friend behind my back. It hurt so bad.
I asked her if we could remain as friends and all she said was, "For what? I'm bored of you." and she walked away before I could say anything further.
I cried so hard that I woke up sobbing. I've woken up with tears in my eyes, but this is the first time I've woken up actually physically sobbing away. It hurts so bad.
I still love her but I must let go.
I need to have closure from the talk but I don't know when I can get it.
Why? I don't understand why.
Thursday, September 03, 2009
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