Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Interesting?

I must say, it's been a pretty interesting few days.

1. I have asked her about the whole affair. I know why she decided to break up with me, and according to her, why she was with that other guy. I don't know how to view it. On one hand, elation that she didn't actually love him, but rather pitied him. But did she love me? I can't tell. Also I have no idea if she was lying about the whole thing in the first place. I can't help it. Everything that comes out of her mouth at the moment is suspicious. And yet I still like her. But on the other hand, what does that make her? Someone who can treat a relationship so callously. It scares me on the other hand.

2. She then asked me a very interesting question.
"If you close your eyes, who pops up? Me or her?" In reference to Rachel.
WHAT! I did that and it was her who popped up. Not to say Rachel was bad, but at the end of the day, Rachel made me frustrated more then happy.
But more importantly, what does it all mean? Why ask me such a question?

3. I told her I still liked her and she said she still liked me as well. Note it's like and not love. I should have asked her what sort of like it is. Play her mind games with her. Is it the "gf-bf" sort of like, or good friend sort of like?

Somehow these few days seem much happier to me. There seems to be a chance with her, or at least I'm getting to talk to her and go out with her. All these seem to make me pretty happy.

On a side note, I finally talked with that pretty girl who worked in my office space. Jeslyn's here name. :)

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