It's now day 2 since I last knew about it. Calming down a bit, but it still hurts so much. The worst part is that I'll be leaving in a few days and once I'm not in Singapore, I fear all hope will be lost.
She's been pretty ambivalent about the whole thing. If she just wants to be friends, why can't she just say so? If she wants to be with me, then say so. I really just want closure.
This really sucks. Should I have lived a lie and just ignore that she was with the other guy? Could I? I actually think I might.
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