Resurfacing

Just when I thought this blog could be laid to rest.

I have come back here to read the entries that I wrote last time and thought about the shit that happened. But I was happy cause I was back with her. We lasted for more then 2 years this time. A record when it comes to her I guess. (I know a gap exist in between these posts, but yeah, we got together and since I was happy, I saw no need to post anything here)

Sad to say, I am here once again, writing into a diary held in the internet that no one actually reads. But I need to get this off my chest.

It started innocently enough. A family day out with pictures taken. But what's this? A family photo, but who was actually taking it? Knowing her, it wouldn't have been a passer by.

Then a comment on one of the photos, "Congrats on your new relationship". She acts blur, and I try to rescue her, or give her a way out. And she took it, playing up the fact that she was in a FB relationship with JH.

Then there was this time I called her at night. She told me she was at home, but there wasn't the usual sounds of talking and TV that you hear at her house. And after talking for a while, she abruptly says she needs to go. Methinks she was at his house.

And then it starts to get really suspicious when she starts posting that she's really happy on FB. And when I ask her about it says she'll tell me when I'm back in SG.

And then I start seeing her close friends being very close to this guy and that was when the suspicion started to get a bit more real.

And then I ask her to take some time off to go HK with me but she says she can only make the weekend. I ask her to share the hotel room with me, but she says she's staying with her relative. And the next thing I knew, she said she was going to be spending a week there with a friend and that they were going to be staying in the same hotel room.

And when we're in HK, she doesn't want to spend time with me, but rather with that guy. And then it hit me, she didn't love me anymore.