Obsession

I just can't seem to stop thinking about her.

Reading our past MSN chat logs, seeing her pictures. Am I starting to obsess over her? I fear I am. I try to forget about what happened, to put it out of mind. But everywhere I go brings back such painful memories.

I really feel like just curling up into a fetal position or hiding under a table and not having to face all these. It's just too painful.

The idea of quiting Team Uni is getting more and more tempting. I don't think I can see her another time.

The idea of quiting unicycling on a whole is getting more and more tempting as well. What am I to do?

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She was online the whole night and never did she talk to me. She claims to want to remain as friends. But...

So confused now.